Hello,
Looping "passed away" on the 13th of September. I had to have her put down because she had spleen cancer. It was a terrible decision and I still feel so guilty about making it. I miss Loulou so much, yet I’ve already started looking for another dog because I can't bear being alone. I’ve found one that was born yesterday and while I’m happy, I feel so guilty towards Looping at the same time.
Looping and I were joined at the hip. I took her everywhere; she loved going out, running, playing, and having cuddles. The reason I feel so guilty today is that by adopting a new dog, I feel like I’m betraying her love, like I’m cheating on her. I’ll never forget her, that’s for sure; she was my first dog and my absolute world. She’s always in my heart and in my thoughts. I blame myself for letting her go and for adopting another pet, but I just can’t be on my own either.
If anyone can help me work through these feelings, I’d really appreciate it.
